Ramblings..

*Rains and loads of it.. splashing waters, colorful raincoats, long drives and amazing amounts of chai.. awww everything feels divine.. All I need is a holiday..
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*It was time for old friends and cheap wine last Friday. Gossips, giggles and dance, we were actually asked to leave as the restaurant was shutting down (Grrrr).. Some amazing people and some awesome time of togetherness..
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*Its when you actually weigh yourself that all you hear is diet and weight loss everywhere.. I have been planning to go to the gym for the last 2 weeks, but all in vain.. I seriously need a very strong motivation to get up early.. :(
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*Sometimes I wonder why people behave so stupid. If you ask some unknown person for a favor why is it that he always gives you some weird looks.. Do I do the same?? (who cares.. as for now I consider all those who do this as totally impolite..)
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*These days there is a lot of things going on in my mind.. and I am kind of just going a little overboard with it.. doubt my sanity at times ;).. its crazy to be your own worst critic!
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*Its been loads of shopping, meeting people and lots lots of driving.. I am somehow tired of everything for no apparent reason! Need some space and a few hugs.. Ha! Expectations again.. :)
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Phew!! Much better..

Glad!!

I am back to my regular chirpiness.. it feels great.. and the weather is just adding that extra joy.. listening to Alanis Morissette's Ironic..

Feelings!!

They seem so complicated,

these little matters of the heart..

the moment you think you've figured them out,

you realise you are back to the start..

PS: Had to put this on the blog..

Life’s just not fair!!

Life is certainly not fair.. What you want, you never get and what you don’t want always happens.. I know the whole philosophy of everything happens for the best and all that shit crap.. but right at this moment, thats the least i care about..

I desperately want something, and why the hell is it not happening.. I mean its not like I want to turn a millionaire overnight or something.. Just something which could have happened without fuss and without hurting anybody.. I really want to know God's modus operandi.. Does he actually wait for me to wish for things so that he could do just the opposite?